I have been around 3 newborn babies in the last 2 days and I swear my uterus is in overdrive! I love love love little babies. I love holding them, squeezing them, having them sleep in your arms etc.....
I would so love to have another one. Not right now but sometime down the road in a year or so. I know it wouldn't happened since Rob got snipped but I gotta say a little part of me hopes that he is that 1% that it fails on. I know 3 is good, and keeps me busy, but Alex is about to start school in August. Kindergarten! And next year Zach will be in preschool as well so for part of the day I will be back down to 1. That seems crazy to me. I do not remember what it was like having 1 kid! Don't get me wrong its great watching my kids grow up and change and it will be nice down the road when it is just me and Rob, since we never got that when we were married! But it is also bittersweet!
I know we compromised on 3. I wanted/want 4 and Rob wanted 2 so it worked well. And we have a girl now so I am happy. Plus if I had another I would have to buy a bigger car and would probably be stuck with a minivan! But regardless of all that I still want one more. Who knows maybe Rob will make 150,000 next year ( of course he would have to get a promotion again for that) and then he can get it reversed, but I doubt that will happen. Most people never make that kind of money!
I guess I will just have to keep holding everyone else's babies. And when those babies grow up I will have to find a new way to get my baby fix!
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